Osiris through Tamara Maat – March 31, 2019
(Commentary of April message is below the text.)
This is the Path to Heaven. The Path to delight. Going through the dragons, going through the monsters against the Might. This is the dilemma before the Sight, before the Light. Dread thee Not. There will be Incredible Delight. The Path Forth is full of (9:09) Crite.
The Path of Delight starts with Crying—crying begins a series against what’s not right. Forgiveness unsubtle, forgiveness not welcome; you want to kill, destroy, and avenge for what’s right. You want to beg for forgiveness, better seize the light out of sight. Life’s not sweet. Life bitter tragedy. Life obstacle. Life past indeed. Unpleasant thought. Hardship, lack of dignity. I won’t do what’s right.
I am the Man to come and Rise and seek the utmost pleasant forgiveness. I am a Man standing for what’s right. I don’t fight until I have to and might. Pleasant is my middle name, middle body, middle mind and inner core of my plight. I pledge the righteousness of me, Padres, and all my sons.
As my Amore Lets go, I drench my head beneath her arms, underneath her Wings. As her bosom feeds me, I am ready for flight away from Sight. Soaring into the Heavens, upon Sacred Rest. This flight for the courageous, and those who dare—rest.
Commentary by Tamara:
For days, I have been sensing Osiris to be telling the message of April. Just before I started to write, I received the title and it immediately reminded me of the idea of the Cross/Crucifixion. This is very relevant to what Osiris represents as the god/neter of the underworld. What is significantly important to understand here is that the underworld is all a symbol of the inner self and world. Where there is inner balance, the Maat feather is balanced with the heart, and the soul lives happily in the under/inner world. Follow the blog for future writings to elaborate on this.
The four directions mentioned symbolize light (north), shadow (south), the masculine (east), and the feminine (west).
North: The word Crite means fertile land. I sense the hidden stealthed future tense here symbolizes how a person is never “there” at the North as a destination; it is rather a direction to get closer to but never 100% reach in human form.
South: As for all beginning in shamanic work, recognizing the old and destroying it comes first. Those who don’t go south can never go north. North has to be supported by the South journey.
East: The voice of the sacred masculine.
West: In this last part, the voices became confusing, as I sensed the soft energy of Isis, but as Osiris referred to her, his energy was mixed with the archetype of his son, Horus. It was overall a reference of the divine feminine as described though her masculine counterpart: The Lover, Father and Son.
OVERALL APRIL MESSAGE: Four has a very founding energy to it, of building and structure. Therefore, it was Osiris who spoke for the month. In order to build a whole-rounded life, one has to consider their four directions and see where there is imbalance to adjust. Without harmonizing between the four directions, a person cannot reach their full potential to shine like the Sun (the pagan cross is a symbol of the sun as represented in the middle of the astrological chart.)
In April, you will be faced with experiences that challenge your understanding of what structures your lives, and you will be pushed with masculine energy towards what has been lacking attention and observation. It will become as uncomfortable as necessary, if needed, until a desire to change becomes stronger than staying in your comfort zone. To grasp how the energy of April is different from general transformation, reflect throughout the month on your own patriarchal inner voice. This is not to be taken as a negative connotation, but it rather means the inner voice of the caring yet sometimes strict Father who guides in a more practical sense than an emotional one. This is the inner voice to follow this month; for, yes, the masculine voice is indeed part of your intuitive voice too, if it is the voice of your own inner sacred masculine.